As a young man, I sought a
university degree in English Literature. I was frustrated by my inability to
see deeper meanings in the great books our professors insisted we read. But
now, having lived long, these insights come to me unbidden.
Here is an excellent example.
In last night’s horrid dream, a terrifying
creature pursued me wherever I went. This creature had no clear form and no face. It appeared everywhere,
in a dream that seemed to span a lifetime.
I am familiar with the theories of C. J. Jung and Joseph Campbell. Obviously, the faceless dream creature represents my ever-present anxiety over so many things – lately, job
security issues. Like the faceless creature, these worries are vague and malformed. Wherever I go, they pursue me like a pestilence. There is no escape.
This brings to mind the British science fiction film, Fiend Without a Face (1958; link
below), and After the Fox (1966), in
which Peter Sellers delivers a memorable line - paraphrased: no matter how fast you run, you can never run away from
yourself.
To relieve the pounding headache brought on by this ever-present tension, I paid $108 for a scalp massage at a fancy spa.
But that is another story.
Links:
The Fiend Without A Face (1958) :
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fiend_Without_a_Face
Eyes
Without a Face (1960, France): http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Eyes_without_a_face